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🌕 【Trpboi N1ZzO】 【hook】 Run it up, run it up (多くのお金を使ったり稼いだり) I want to satisfy this desire (この欲を満たしたいけど) But it's not enough, not enough (足りない足りない) For this night to dawn (この夜が明けるには) 【kayumi】 Here in Japan, the capital of the eastern country (こちらジャポネ 東の国の都) The verse I write is like a self-portrait (verseを書いてる自画像) Everyday is like a scattered jigsaw puzzle Matching pieces (日々はジグソー散らばる 合わすパズル) Changing, changing, gears spinning one's wheels (変わる変わる 歯車 空回る) Struggling while still incomplete (欠けたままで頑張るだとか) I'm stupid (頭がわる) wear sandals (引っ掛けるサンダル) A vacant face alone (ひとり虚ろな顔) Again and again and again (何度も何度も何度も) Choices between life and death (生と死の選択肢) As the gods say (神さまの言うとおり) I go out on the balcony and look down (ベランダに出て見下ろし) Yeah, death is terrifying after all (やっぱりさ 死は恐ろしい) But death is also a blessing (だけど死は施し) Blurred vision faintly (うっすらと滲む視界) Dozing through sleepless nights (眠れぬ夜を微睡み) Dawn is still far away (まだ夜明けは遠い) I remember (思い出す) My bewildered child (狼狽えた我が子) Tears flowing, my eyes (涙流れる 俺の眼) "Go to sleep with Mommy" (「ママともう寝なさい」) That's all I can manage (それが精一杯) I'm sorry, pathetic (ごめんなさい 情けない) My shitty self (クソな自分) But still, there are friends and family Who support me by my side (なのに側で支えてくれる仲間家族がいる) In the scars I carved that day on my back An invisible tattoo (あの日刻んだ俺の背中に目に見えない刺青) Accepting even the shameful past The day I decided to live (恥も見たくない過去も受け入れ生きると決めた日) Twice as many thank you's as sorry's (ごめんよりも倍のありがとう) Stacking them up for tomorrow (それ重ねていく 明日も) Suddenly, the sky brightens (ふと気づけば明るむ空) Looking up, the morning sun shines on today (見上げてみりゃ朝陽が差した今日)